Wednesday, November 08, 2006

Frustrated

Sometimes I just wish I wasn't that fast of a learner. People tend to put higher expectations on you. They depend on you on their homework, assignments, whatever... Arghhhhhhhhhhh...
I don't really mind about that...I'm being a help to them...I know... But...sometimes I just don't know how to do it. I am a human too, you know??? I'm not a super genius. I have to work hard to understand...spend hours interpreting the pages after pages of never ending words with no colour let alone pictures... :(

And when I don't know, they just throw these words at me, "If you don't know, how can we know?" Come on...we're all students, aren't we??? We attend the same lectures, do the same assignments... And this is your response??? I just go crazy...inside I mean...i'm good at hiding my feelings from others...sometimes. ;) It's so unfair!!!

Okay...there...I'm done with lepas-ing geram. Still chatting with Jesse and Chia Ming though. :P

3 comments:

Anonymous said...

roomate..dun feel so stress la..v gambattee together k??hehe..bt the way we gambatte is u muz jaga me..from all tempting: zzping,drama..haha..
roomate i support u!!!good luck for the coming final examination k??hehe..smile..;p

Anonymous said...

first:

[But one thing I can't understand...why does everyone have to be so so so "kiasu"??? Can't we just help each other? Teach each other? Just to help our friends understand...not to let them copy. Anyway, all of us are going to graduate together. What's wrong with giving a helping hand??? Why must we be so selfish about our knowledge? Is it wrong to share?? Wouldn't it be better if it was so?]

second:

[I don't really mind about that...I'm being a help to them...I know... But...sometimes I just don't know how to do it. I am a human too, you know??? I'm not a super genius. I have to work hard to understand...spend hours interpreting the pages after pages of never ending words with no colour let alone pictures... :(

And when I don't know, they just throw these words at me, "If you don't know, how can we know?" Come on...we're all students, aren't we??? We attend the same lectures, do the same assignments... And this is your response??? I just go crazy...inside I mean...i'm good at hiding my feelings from others...sometimes. ;) It's so unfair!!! ]

haha i find the first and second quite contradicting..

diane teng said...

Hmmm...let's just say i was writing bout two different situations. :P

First one was about every1 not helping each other.

The second one... Well, I think you've interpreted it wrongly. I wasn't being "kiasu". I didn't know how to do the questions and no one was trying to do them instead, they were depending on me. That was what was frustrating. If I had known how to do them, I would have helped them.