Mixed Feelings

Sometimes it's so so so difficult to keep a secret from those closest to you. You feel as if you're about to burst. And yet...you just can't let yourself do so... You just can't...at least til a certain time...then you can. But the few hours you've got to keep it in.....it's simply......oh...it's complicated.

Hmmm....just wanted to let it go... Feeling kinda "pek chek" here. Can't tel ya why... But feeling like shaking someone real hard!!!!! Aghhhhhhh............

Isit right to lie to someone??? But it'll turn out right in the end. But how do I go about it??? I'm simply confused....